I am physically sick with worry over my dear old Mum. She has become so frail lately and is having"turns". I had her to the doctor yesterday. I had to bring my son up from Bundaberg to help me lift the wheelchair in and out of the car. She is having blood tests today but seems to have some deterioration in her liver. If that is so he wants her to have an ultrasound but I am sure he doesn't understand how hard it is for her to get dressed and go out for tests. She was almost in tears yesterday because she was so exhausted waiting in the waiting room for 15 to 20mins. She wanted to go home.
She will be 93 on the 21st January!
I am trying to hire her a carer to be there when I can't but I have such a horror of dealing with people I find it very difficult.
John said he will talk to the lady for me after-all, negotiation is his field.
If I drop off the edge of the world and don't post it will mean something has happened to her.
I can't bear the thought and am in tears typing this .